Why can’t someone just love me without the lies, payback, and just trust me with everything..? Makes this whole thing feel like a lie…
I can remember your orbits so vividly in the dark.
They could pierce through any galaxy of time.
You were so crystalline, moving through space.
You did so- effortlessly.
All I want from it is to take control.
Consume my soul into the darkness of purgatory.
Chase me through the endless light,
to finally awaken the alter spirit.
Because, this robotic soul wont feel the pain
your earth has caused.
For that, I will go on living.
You whirled your fingers in
Figure eights on the palm of
Just a friend.
And I wish I’d known
When you rested your head on my shoulder,
And said “time together creates hidden distances,
And time apart does the exact same thing,”
That you really were
But I couldn’t bury my thoughts,…
I usually feel uncomfortable when I meet someone for the first time. I hesitate to look inside of their eyes, or I try my hardest to not brush against them; allowing their touch to meet mine. Whenever I meet someone for the first time, and I feel comfortable, I know that from the start…